Care

Trudging along the wall, her shadow bent in the sun, she carried her backpack on her left shoulder. She felt the absence of friends walking beside her on her way to class. At home, someone had said that he doesn’t care. If no one cares, why should she?

Still, the teacher was watching that shadow as she walked by. Her silhouette told things she did not know it told. The same face she turned to him: “Why should I care?”

She walked in and sat down in her new seat next to new chorus-mates. Things were different now, but nothing had changed. This was her third time around. She felt like she was stuck in a time warp.

Then one day, early in the day before the sun rose and gave definition to the odd shape slightly darkening the wall as she walked by, a rather eccentric teacher, shined a flashlight on the wall, obliterating her shadow.

She turned around and blinked at the grinning face of her teacher. Her face this time was not “Why should I care?” but it was “Why are you doing something crazy?”

The teacher said, “Some people need to be reminded they are not their shadow. I thought one of those people might be you.”

She didn’t get it.

So he walked up to her and said, “You are not your failures, or the unkindness of others toward you. You are the sum of God’s purpose for you and His delight in you.”

And then he gave her a hug. It took a little while for his words to sink in.

~Written for a former 7th grade student L. Blanco

November 16, 2021

Biblical Meaning in Context

As I was reading through a LOGOS newspaper of the homepage, I came to a paragraph about the importance of the word “form” when talking about Philippians 2:16 “[Jesus] being found in the form of God did not consider it equality with God a thing to be grasped.” There have been a lot of debate about various meanings of the word “form.” What denomination, or creed do you follow? What do you believe about Jesus, seems to hinge on this one word! Was he fully God, or fully man, or more one or the other? However, In seminary I learned from Dr. David Palmer “Meaning does not exist at the word level, but at the clause level.” This means that if you want to know what Paul meant when he used that word, you have to follow the flow of thought to better use the context to situate the meaning of the text.

But it means more than that. Paul wrote brilliant letters, but he wrote them to simple people in the vernacular, vulgar tongue. These are letters! Read them like a letter from a leader to fellow workers. Don’t get hung up on implications of various possibilities that could mean something. Enjoy the friendship of Jesus being shared between two people whom you’ve never met before, and discover the power of Christ to transform your life too.

This is the stance I have learned to take when approaching the Scripture. The Scripture attests to a God who relates with his people in community. The meaning of what is written is not as crazy as the debates make it. At least not in Paul’s letters. This is also why learning to read in the original languages helps you see that the Word of God is not just what He says, but how He says it. And the “How” is like a web strung between two “who” people sharing understanding, for meaning of “what” to be kept/carried. We can try to understand “why” Paul used the words He used, but the answer isn’t buried in the word. It’s deeper, more powerful, and more concrete, more real, day-in-day-out than that.

Now, where does the reverence due the text come in to play? Not in word-worship, or word-wars, but in getting to know the person whom the Word reveals. “All the treasures of wisdom and knowledge are hidden in the person of Jesus Christ” ~Colossians 2:3. He is even more the context that gives meaning to every Scriptural text.

Example: “Let this mind be in you which was in Christ Jesus.” If instead of guarding against heresy, we are able to know Him with a theology informed as the Scripture reveals Him. Instead of going out of the house to make sure you know where your boundaries are, why not go to the owner of the house, and discover everything important about this property in Him who lives there. A preacher named T. Austin-Sparks said that whenever Christianity crystalizes against something, we forget who we are and become useless. Christianity isn’t a system of thought, but a living breathing revelation of Jesus in every day life by the Holy Spirit’s power to sanctify a believer and glorify the Son to the glory of God.

Isn’t this anti-credism? No! It’s putting creeds out of the thumbs of those who wear them thin (Josiah Gilbert Holland Reference “God Give Us Men”), and back in connection to the One who is being crede. Organize the church after the person of Christ, read the Scripture in relation of Him. Seek to know Him. Know the current of power and meaning flowing in the fellowship of Paul and the New Testament believers recorded. Surrender to that power, as the Spirit enters into your broken humanity and makes you a part of the body of Christ that continues to bleed for the world. That is the real good news of Scripture.

Maybe this is the case, but how do we guard against heresy? I posit this as a question: Could “Biblical Theology” be enough to establish the church as a unified whole? Why do we still need “Systematic Theology”? And how can we tell if someone is really preaching, or revealing Christ rightly?

Paul’s criteria: “I will not test their words, but their power.” ~1 Corinthians 4:19

Any thoughts?

To One who Hates God

When he started channelling his hatred veiled toward me. I know it was not me he was hating, but the one revealed through me. With the filling of the Holy Spirit, I knew the One in me needed to meet the one in him.

Who are you?

I am Jesus whom you are persecuting.

I hate you.

If you hate my Father, you are indeed deceived. He loves you.

If God loves me, then why did He make me gay? Why did he never rescue me from the evil things that happened to me at the hands of your own people.

The answers are too big for you, but if you will follow me, I will show you the pieces that you need to know. I gave my life for you 2000 years ago. What more will it take? Do you need to see my followers suffering the same as me?

All Christians I have met are evil.

Here is a way you can tell if someone is a follower of me. If he’s not taking up his cross, living a life of sacrificial love and service for others, he is not following me. I had to give my life to prove how much I love you. My followers are those who are willing to do the same.

The Cynic and the Gospel

“But there’s no happy endings
Not here and not now
This tale is all sorrows and woes
You dream that justice
And peace win the day,
But that’s not how the story goes” ~Nick Urata — Netflix’s “A Series of Unfortunate Events

My response: What? Yes it is! Haven’t you heard the Gospel?

Cynic: Pipe Dream.

Me: How Love is the Supreme Ethic?

Cynic: Child’s Play.

Me: It wasn’t child’s play for Jesus who died on the Cross to make it so.

Cynic: Too long ago.

Me: *remembers Legend of Bagger Vance, where Matt Damon’s tells his beloved that their love life was “too long ago.” And the girl says, “No it wasn’t. It was just a moment ago.”

*Considers that this is the very reason for the Church today: to bring Christ’s death on the cross into the here and now. This is the message of the Lamb’s unsealed scroll in Revelation: the only thing that will bring repentance is when the impenitent world sees the followers of the lamb imitating the same loving sacrifice of the Lamb, giving their lives for others.

*Looking lovingly at the Cynic and says, “No. No it wasn’t. It was just a moment ago.”

I’ve Glimpsed Him. (Scoffer’s Response)

If you have seen Him, please tell me about Him.

You already know about Him. You have already heard much about Him. You do not need me to tell you about Him. What you need is to see Him for yourself. I can describe the effect of seeing Him, on my heart what’s left of it. I can point to the scars on my body where I have been branded for the Lord’s service. I can point out to you the truths and glimpses of Him that you can see if only you had the heart, but as it stands now, your heart is like heavy lidded eyes. And you would not see Him, even if He stood before you. It is not those who see who have the heart, it is those who have the heart who see.

Fine, so describe him.

Holy.
Related, dissimilar.
More familiar than anyone or anything.
Utterly overpoweringly enormous.
In his presence, all life within me surges to my breaking point.
I die, and come back only if He brings me, but remolded in fire.
Words are like clumsy children.
Trying to grasp with hands what’s too big.
He is good and kind.
Terrifying.

Is that all?

It is an honest and true drop from the ocean for you.

How about another “drop”?

There will be not even one drop for the tongue to cool you where you are going.

Come now, if this God should wish to reveal Himself to me, He should come and show Himself. 

Your judgments are like the reasoning of a small child telling his parent why he should get a bigger allowance. What have you done with the little of what God has given you? You do not value one drop, why should you be given more? You aim only to cast off and ridicule your Maker and your King because your proud heart has not submitted to His rule.

You claim to know a lot about me. Did “God” tell you this, or are you just speculating?

The fool has said in his heart “There is no God.” I do address you, as I address myself, because I too in my folly wish to say there is no God. I do not claim power or understanding, only acquaintance with the One who is more worthy than I to wield the power.

You’re stalling. I want you to show me God right now.

Do you not see?

No, I don’t see Him.

*silence*

Well?

*silence*

See? You can’t show me God. You claim to have seen God, but you can’t even prove that he’s real.

For whose judgment?

What do you mean?

You want me to show God so that God can be subject to your scrutiny. God does not submit to human scrutiny when the heart is proud. He is the one sitting in the judgment seat. You are being warned by one who has seen Him. HE is judge. He is going to condemn all sinners, except those who turn back to serve Him.

You are claiming a reality that has no basis in our reality. All you say is conjecture.

You can judge whatever you wish, but your judgment will be confined to a temporary life and a limited consciousness. There is a Judge who rules over all, and will repay everyone according to their deeds.

Thanks for the warning. I’ll believe it when I see it.

The sight of God will do one of two things to people: It will either utterly consume them so that they perish if there is only wickedness in their heart, or it will shatter them and all that will remain is what belongs to Him.

Interesting thoughts. I don’t care to live my life any differently.

By your own judgment, you either approve or condemn your own life. I could resort to the ways of the world to show you have fallacious your judgment is, but that will only point out the error in your logic, and the fruitlessness of your reasoning. Remember then this final thing, “God stands against the proud, but he shows favor to the humble.” May God save you from your own pride, or there will be no one to save you when He comes to requisition you.